blackdahlia

Today I met a really nice and very attractive guy. I stayed in the moment, didn’t have expectations and after a bit, I felt uncomfortable. Being an introvert and well, somewhat shy is complicating when you meet someone. You want to develop friendships, but in small bits. Although he’s a great chap, I really want to make more female friends. I don’t think it’s healthy to want a male on an intimate level without knowing and loving myself first. I am still flawed and would not be fair to pretend to be someone I’m not.